I had the sudden urge of blogging, wanted to voice my inner words out.
 After so long, everything is back to the square one. I am back to the same point when i first entered to poly. Everything gonna start afresh.
Losing someone who loves me,who dotes me , it hurts, but i could do nothing, the only things that i do each day without him, is to cry silently whenever i am alone. Trying to be happy infront of my my family and friends, is not easily.i am struggling. But i do not want any of them to be worry. I promised ; i'll be fine, i'll stay strong , i'll regain my smile back on face once again.


 Word to him  : " thanks for all this while showing your 100% love and concern on me.I really enjoyed all this while with you, happy nor sad moments,they will always be remembered in my heart.Hope you will have a great future and find a better girl then me. "